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♥Saturday, February 28, 2009.

I must be insane.

To think it's common test and i'm thinking of blogging.
Common test preparation is going along pretty " well " i guess, no one knows if LORM's tested tomorrow ):
I am not ready for the fact that i have three papers on a day, i don't think my brain can function at it's optimum for that long. I used to think English compre was a breeze, till i almost failed. I thought chinese class test was okay, till i almost failed. I feel demorialized. Thank god for maths and science.
I really really want to improve on my languages, Chinese especially. I really really want to, for baobei. I used to be satisfied being a normal fan, blending in with the crowd. Till now, i want to do something for her, i want her to "know" me. It seems almost impossible, but i believe the impossibles exist. Friend say letters can go a long way in expressing my love for her, whereas " I love you " in autograph sessions may not do much since everyone says that.
为了宝贝，我拼！
I'm going to start reading Chinese books, despite the number of times i promised myself last year, i'm really going to start on it this year.
为了宝贝，我拼！
I'm going to abandon my "heck care" attitude, and get serious during lesson.
为了宝贝，我拼！
I'm going to to to 加油 lah.
为了宝贝，我拼！我拼！我拼拼拼！

Sec 3 life's a drastic change from sec 2, despite no major exams and so on. Once you fall behind, it'd be really hard to catch up. Sec 3 life consist of the " no-reason-blues", it's like going into momentary depression. You just feel life sucks, life's not worth living, and the constant stress.
Homework can seriously PILE on you, secondary two's whole weekend of homework and appear in your one day of sec 3 life. It'd just keep on piling and piling, 功课堆积如山，害得我喘不过气来.

Oh god this is such a depression post,
OKAY GOTTA STUDY FOR COMMON TEST.
GOOD LUCK BABES (:
ps: IS LORMS TESTED FOR ELECT GEOG??

Thank god for Ella and 尊桦, it may seem silly for those who don't understand, but i believe in 尊桦. I really do.

I can't believe i met Ella face to face, i'm really not satisfied with being a simple common fan.
I really want to do something for her, i really do. I really really do, and i'm really going to work on it.
JOLLIN, WHAT SHALL WE CALL OURSELVES?

Jollin dear, we won't drift okay. Promise me (:
School may suck, life may suck. I'll be here for you ^^
Speaking of which, WHERE ARE YOU?

Oh the video below, I TOOK THAT ;D

ELLA :D

19.02.09
I went for the mediacorp recording for idk what show, waited a whole 5 hours for S.H.E to appear.
Squeezed like crazy for one hour plus, i cut a lot of people's queue.
It's seriously not my fault they're walking so damn slow. But i think they got other people already inside the theater to book seats for them. Jasmine says i zoom zoom zoom, then appear in front. HAHAHAHA.
The producer/director's damn lame and michelle chia ( i think ) and guo liang was the host.
After waiting for them to finished filming whatever parts they need to, S.H.E finally FINALLY appeared.
God i was struck, Ella just looks absolutely gorgeous. I think even gorgeous's an understatement and does her no justice. As all the fanclubs's sitting behind and only me and Jas were in front, since it was only the two of us. I frantically waved my E board and Ella saw TWICE, and WAVED at yours truly and jas!! Gosh, kill me.
The fanclub at the back was totally awesome man, three segments. Very left, S.H.E fanclub - holding S/H/E boards and banners. Middle, BLUE OCEAN MAN. All " ELLA " " 宝贝" " 桦 ", 拉风的不得了.
Both of us were screaming Ella several times, but the whole audience was screaming for her too.
Till . . .
Oh god, i can't believe what happened.
Me and Jasmine screamed " ELLA! ", then she heard and turned. Then i screamed " 我爱你! " and she said "是谁那么如此大胆的告白？我有点承受不起" in those ohmygoshly cute voice.
OHGOD OHGOD.
Then in the book we gave her, i wrote
" ELLA，我就是昨天在录影大胆跟你告白的女生啦！还记得我吗？ "
I really hope she reads it.
Oh and on the way home i saw Felicia Chin.

21.02.09
Autograph session at Eastpoint Mall and Efun Event at Causeway Point.
Queued from 630 to 2 plus. Butt ache, shoulder ache, hand ache.
Poor Jasmine, kept getting stepped on. ):
But it was all super worth it.
Ella did the super duper ohmygodly sexy dance of 宇宙小姐.

At first when the whole thing started, i could only see Hebe =.=
I managed to "shove" my way through and OHGOD, CLEAR VIEW OF BAOBEI.
In front of me was this Hebe fan, who was freaking pissed at me, i can seriously tell.
1. I don't know for some reason she kept turning back and TSK at me whenever i ACCIDENTALLY ( HELLO, THE DAMN PLACE WAS FREAKING PACKED ). Then whenever i screamed, she would TSK and cover her ears. Bloody moron.
But actually she also quite poor thing, cause in front of her's the barrier, on her both side was her friends which was Ella fans. Behind her was me, around me was CEFC.
exactly what happened :
" hebeee "
" EEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! "
" hebeee "
EEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! "
" hebeee"
"EEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! "
" hebeee"
"EEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!! "
and she stopped screaming after that, HAHA.
yitong say we very mean to her :X

Then the signing, Ella looks, DROP-DEAD-GORGEOUS up close.
Ohmygod, how can someone so gorgeous be legal?
the sitting position was S - ELLA - H , starting from Selina.
I can't remember if i shook Sel's hand, most probably not. Since the moment i went up stage, i my eyes was ELLA ELLA ELLA ELLA ELLA ELLA ELLA ELLA, then i passed Ella the book we made
" Ella, 这是给你的。一定要读哦！一定要读完哦！"
" 好的，谢谢你 " OHGOD, SHE STARED INTO MY EYES.
" 我爱你！永远爱你！"
" 谢谢你哦 "

then Jollin Jas and i was gushing over how gorgeous she was in the cab and screaming when our left hand ( shook by Ella ) touched something. It was seriously tingling and there's 电 flowing through. When we reached at Causeway point, yes we rushed all the way from Simei to Woodlands. Liang Wen Yin, Rachel , was there singing. We just continued gushing over baobei, HAHAHA. She also quite poor thing, all the S.H.E fans were very tired and the atmosphere was very =.= , it appears crowded cause all the S.H.E fans rushed down.
But she's pretty, and her voice very nice (:

I hate the stupid fatass DJ ah ken, he blocked baobei throughout the whole interview =.=
Then we screamed to get his attention, "看不到ELLA!!" then he turned, looked at us, and ignored us. Butthole.
Then he can't stay still for butt's sake, he kept on swaying and swaying and i couldn't take a decent picture of Ella. =.=
Stupid, fatass.

Rah he makes me so mad, i shan't talk about him anymore.

I'm not going to upload pictures anytime soon, and i believe it isn't needed since there's pictures of far better quality than mine. But if you really want it, i can zip it up and send to you (:

Pictures like this is OMG.

credits : Owner, AiQi.
Ella, you really did change my life. I'm going to 拼华文!
朋友很CUTE!!!

Ohmygod this post damn long.

Cross Country ROCKED.
Because i didn't run obviously, i just recovered from an eye infection so daddy says running isn't good for my eyes.
HAHA.
Jollin really got injured while on the way to the doctor :O

Jollin and I did check point duty with 朋友, under the beautiiiiiful cooooling shade. Talking about our darlings (: Xin zai le huo-ing. :X
I know you all damn jealous right, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
:X

Ohgod ohgod, Chun was rushed to the hospital like now after landing on the wrong foot at HK concert ):
Okay posting this breaking news in CEFC. tatah.

I love CEFC